October 30, 1981

Didn't do anything. No that's not true, we made up a song.

October 29, 1981✝

Never expect anything to remain permanent, because nothin' is. Nothin' is.

October 28, 1981✝

Today we practiced with Ritchie, but now the magic is gone, it's Ritchie's own fault. I learned what I can from Ritchie. [That is one of the biggest lies that I have ever told myself. I could play with Ritchie for 20 years and probably still not be able to do what he could do. I was a hurt boy, who didn't understand the music business. Ritchie was and still remains one of the most substantial motivators in my creative life. Love ya' Klaus (Ritchie).]

October 27, 1981✝

...but today it was with Gundy (Keller)....

October 26, 1981✝

Today Ritchie played in a session (with somebody else). I wonder if anyone is gonna' get burnt. I wonder if it'll be me. I just don't, SH**!

October 25, 1981✝

...and it keeps on boilin' and nobody know which pot it's boilin' in.

October 24, 1981✝

No practice. The Ritchie stew is boilin' up.

October 23, 1981

Walldürn! [a little town in a German forest] [Concert] I played a lot of mistakes, but had fun anyway, a different kind of fund. I don't know how to explain it.

October 22, 1981✝

No Practice. And somedays we all must pay the price. Rock and Roll is ever changin' and there are never rules. (Das Spiel) [The Game}.

October 21, 1981

Today we Practiced, it was fun, very fun, yeaaa. I wrote a song called "For You" , it's pretty good.

October 20, 1981✝

Another day without practice. We have a little problem with Ritchie's attitude.

October 19, 1981✝

Well Franz didn't come back from the states (on the date that he promised). Today actually he leave Calf. on the 19th. No practice.